Have you ever noticed how hard it can be to find the right words? This past week as I stood at the bedside of a special friend who had suffered a very severe heart attack. He was only 59 years old. As I gathered the family for prayer… I don’t know why, but I started the prayer with the words: “Lord, we are all at a lost for words.” It wasn’t intentional. It was just what I was feeling at that moment… there were no words.
It was once said that Al Smith, former governor of New York, was making his first inspection of Sing Sing prison. The warden asked him if he might say a few words to the prisoners.
The governor began, “My fellow citizens.” But he suddenly felt confused about whether the inmates may have forfeited their citizenship. So he took a second stab at it: “My fellow convicts.” There was a roar of laughter and now he became flustered. He gallantly tried a third time: “Well, anyhow, I’m glad to see so many of you here.” There is no record of what he said after that.
I have frequently struggled to find the right words. And there are times I am certain the right words do not even exist. Like when I’m trying to say something hopeful or comforting in a particularly frightening situation.
More than once I have been called to a hospital emergency room or to be with a family surrounding the bed of a dying relative. And more than once I’ve been at a loss for words. What is the right thing to say at a time like that? What can I say that doesn’t sound hollow or trite or like I’m just not in touch with the feelings of others who are hurting?
A lot of us really don’t know what to say at these times. And too often the professionals who work daily with people on the ragged edge of hope have become so desensitized they have lost any ability to comfort.
A wise obstetrician at a university teaching hospital once made a comment about comforting those who suffer. Someone asked the doctor what advice he offered his students, future doctors and nurses, when caring for mothers who gave birth to stillborn infants.
The doctor paused for a moment in thought. Then he said this: “I tell them that they need two eyes. One eye is not enough; they need two eyes. With one eye they have to check the I.V. And with the other eye they have to weep. That’s what I tell them,” he said. “I tell them that they need two eyes.”
That may be some of the wisest advice I’ve ever heard. We may not always need to figure out what to say; we really only need two eyes. In Emily Dickinson’s words, “Saying nothing… sometimes says the most.” And this from a poet whose life was all about finding exactly the right words.
I agree with the doctor – empathy goes a long way. And somehow finding the ability to feel, even for a few moments, what another is feeling may speak more loudly than the best words I can choose. It speaks to the fact that I care; I understand. It says that I am willing to share their pain so they do not feel so alone. It says I want to be fully present with them and to walk alongside of them, difficult as it may be. My presence is something they can draw real strength and hope from.
Come to think of it, maybe Dickinson did get it right: saying nothing… sometimes says the most. And saying nothing at all may be saying just the right words.
Grace and Peace
Zeke, my friend, Rest In Peace in the Father’s arms.